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Chemicals

from For Dee EP by Contact

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Love, I’ll find joy in your misery. I’d like to think there’s enough grace for my sins. Or does justice always seem to win, when my hands are stained with the blood that I drank? Now I don’t know what to say; you didn’t know what to say, but my singing bird, you just had to cut me off from the body, from your body.

Will God hold you up when you’re sinking in the ground? You’re giving them a bad name; you’re giving me a bad name. All I can see is a blurred picture of you, now that vices show how we turned out. Your mattress infested with disease; your words are invested in disease.

It has spread. I felt your fingertips creeping down my spine. So when you wed I hope I’m haunting every last thought in your altered mind. Maybe it would be different if you just came clean because I know you know I know.

I just want you to know that the chemicals unbalanced in my head made me exactly what you wanted. Where did all my friends go when you left? Everyone vanished. I don’t know if I will ever thank them, because they all feel dead, or maybe just muddled from the lack of sleep. Or is it me just blaming you for who we turned out to be?

Did he feel the way that I felt? Did he taste like I taste? Just tell me I’m not the same. Just tell me you didn’t feel right in the morning. Just tell me the guilt took over when we made love in my bed. Maybe don’t be with anyone, when one was never enough. You’ll deflower yourself over and over again.

I stayed to wait when I found out a year late I stayed to wait… (I know you know I know. Everyone will know)

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from For Dee EP, track released September 29, 2011
All songs written by Matteo Russo and Cody Christian
All songs recorded and performed by Contact
All lyrics by Matteo Russo
Girl Vocals in "For Dee" by Sophie Croucier
Drums were recorded with Erol Ulug at Hi Octane Studios
Drums recorded by Eric Findlay
Guitars, bass, and vocals tracked at Workshop Studios
Mixed by Matteo Russo of Contact
Mastered by Bill Henderson at Azimuth Mastering

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